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It crucial I suppose to goodbye now, thought it proves most painful. Indeed I won't fully explain what the devil I'm talking about but hell feels great just putting it here. So indeed it is best I say goodbye before I hurt far more than I did before. It has put me in quite a state these past few days this sad, sad goodbye but its for the best silly hopes of going farther will result in complete disappointment and a very broken heart. Seems silly all the lies I drew and told myself....

It crucial I suppose to goodbye now, thought it proves most painful. Indeed I won't fully explain what the devil I'm talking about but hell feels great just putting it here. So indeed it is best I say goodbye before I hurt far more than I did before. It has put me in quite a state these past few days this sad, sad goodbye but its for the best silly hopes of going farther will result in complete disappointment and a very broken heart. Seems silly all the lies I drew and told myself....

I've read enough romance novels to kill my brain cells and replace them with thoughts of hunky guys and well...lusty, lusty things...Who knew I would be such a sentimental ninny:love:or a perv.:horny:for that matter. Even though I feel as if life is currently taking a serious whizz on me for no good reason I will not complain to you all. Even though I would very much like to:typerhappy:I will not vent.:unimpressed:We all have our own problems and I don't think you need to hear my :shithappens:y babbling about this and that. Right now I'm rubbing my forehead with my fingertips in the hopes of stimulating some brain cells into functioning prope